Months on end, I felt like I had nothing to show as a purpose. Left my previous job and felt indifferent to others, addicted to comparisons. You see someone very close to me said, “The head that is alive today lives tomorrow.” I am learning my lesson.

I spent too long as the seed in soil, cried too often. Eventually, I sprouted out from the dark. Kind of self-sufficient despite the desolate.

Now I have new hobbies, new desires, and commitments. Just got a job today, nothing big but this felt good. But I got through the process even though I hated it.

This made me realise that life is for the living. I deserve to live and enjoy. Even when sometimes it just feels like I am surviving.

-talesunbinding.